just an additional post...it's been a long while since my last post...all I can say for now is...I HATE MY WORK!...that's it...

(NOTE:...I love this pic...lolz)

just updating this blog due to the request of my bro...(i'm sorry bro if you read this one...i just wanna release this pain that i'm experiencing right now...)

well...right now...kinda feeling depressed...oh! correction...not kinda...I'M REALLY DEPRESSED!!! why? it's a sort-of a chain-reaction of problems...and other things that really made me so depressed that made me wish I could die today or tomorrow...like work...relationship...finances...etc...etc...how I wish I could get back to Tokyo for good...but now...still waiting for the call...sooooo...tired...

and now I know...where I should place myself among my so-called friends...my so-called "barkada's"...my so-called "tropa's"...and whosoever groups and families I belong to...it seems that I couldn't feel it anymore...its...so...cold...so...alone...well, i think it's much better for me...for now...to move alone...what's the use?...who cares?...even I die today or tomorrow...it's not a loss anyway...who cares???

(looks again on the last post...tsk...tsk...tsk...)

this is the effect of being TOO busy with my work...forgetting my posts...

and the best thing is...my pc was broke since 2 weeks ago...the power supply got burned for no reason...

eew! i hate this life!!! aaaaaaaargh!!!

i'm here (the day I made this post) at the SPI Technology Forum here in PASCOR Drive, Parañaque City (near NAIA) since monday (sept. 20) up to friday (sept. 24) and we have a booth here...soooooooo boring in the sense that you have nothing to do and you wish you might take a rest instead...well...that's life of being a marketing & advertising supervisor and events coordinator...boooooooooring...hehehehehe! good thing PLDT DSL has a booth in front of my booth so that I have this post...

the question is...when will be the next post??? hmm...bahala na!!!

Last post: May 24...date now: July 21...

sheesh...almost 2 months of no post!

this is what i get from being busy in work...

anyways...i'll do my best to keep this blog running...whatever!

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been thru many trials...but still i'm here alive...
its because of my family and friends who are always there to support me...thanks!!!

hello guys...

its been a while ei? all i can say is...how i wish i'm studyin again...when i was in college i kept on thinkin "how i wish i'm working now"...now that i'm working the opposite i'm thinking...of all the projects i'm handling in my work...now i will ask which is much better? studying or working? its not for me to answer this one anyway...

well...shall we say that is life...whenever you get old...you get old...and whenever you'll die...you'll die...and so be it!

anyway...ja!

(the 2 pixs are the single covers of Sakura Gumi's "Sakura Mankai" and Otome Gumi's "Yuujou ~Kokoro ni Bisu Niwa Nara Nee~)

I am 28% evil.




I try to stay away from evil deeds but succumb to temptation every once in a while. I'm not quite on my way to hell but I certainly have some explaining to do.

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NOW THAT'S WHAT I GET!!! hehehehehehe!
-->I'm soooooo bored today...so I have to take this to see how eeeeeeeebil I'am...hehehehehehe!

/me looks at the last post...almost a month ago!

anyways, its nice to be back posting...I wonder when will be my next post? after a month?

same reason behind the long margin of posts...work! but now i'm handling 2 departments...both marketing and advertising departments of my company...and at the same time I served as a trainor for newly hired sales personnel...and the company pay me a salary for one person only...now that's what I call...PATRIOTISM!!!

so the effect...no time for blog post, chatting, checkin e-mails and others due to tiredness...i'm just taking advantage of the situation since its holy week...enough time to take a rest from all the hassles and pressures of work...well, enough for a while...

Let's take time to reflect the past...and thank our Lord for the things He has done for us...enjoy the week guys!!


(covers of new singles of Morning Musume Sakura & Otome Gumi...Sakura Gumi's single is entitled "Sakura Mankai" and Otome Gumi's single is entitled "Yuujou ~Kokoro no BUSU niwa Nara nee!~")

oh...thanks to the people who greeted me on my birthday...i'll do my best to make it up to you guys!

anyway, why do i post this one...nothing! probably just to let my feelings burst into nothing...a sudden burst of feelings from my work a while ago...i hope you get my point on this one: how i wish i could separate my body in 2 just to do 2 things at the same time, but the thing is...we cannot please everyone, so life must go on.

am i weird or what? nevermind...

til then...

Hmm...what a coincidence! I have my 25th post on my 25th birthday!

Anyway...I'll make this post really short since I'm really sleepy...I just want to thank my family who has been with me since I came to this world...and also to the one person who supported me thru thick and thin...HUNNY...thanks! lab yu!

Also to my friends who treated me like they wanted to be treated...its for keeps guys!

And thanks to the Lord above for giving me another year in my life...

Thats all for now...

(me looks at his last post...January 1st...woeh...)

sorry for not having my posts...the past month I was head-down to my work, so by the time I got home just lie down my bed and "POOF!" dead sleep!

anyway, so many things happend last month! we have our 4th guesting at 97.1 WLS FM's "Other People's Music" show with John Hendrix...then one of my friends in weareanime.com community got married to another friend of ours...then we have our first community event which includes the premiere showing of the movie "Moon Child" starring L'Arc~en~Ciel's vocalist Hyde and another J-Rock singer Gackt...

hmm...what else...(thinks...)...Morning Musume update: MoMusu's leader Natsumi Abe, also known as Nacchi graduated from the group last January 25, 2004 at their concert...the leadership is passed to...wait a minute! is it Kaori or Mari? i'll check it out!

(thinks again...) what else?...hmm...oh well, my birthday's near...never mind...lolz...

so much for now...my brain's kinda busted a lil bit due to my company's marketing plan for 2004 that i'm doing since last month! take care minna! ja~

(here is one of the latests picture of Morning Musume: UPPER ROW (Left-Right)-> Risa Niigaki, Asami Konno, Miki Fujimoto, Makoto Ogawa, Ai Takahashi / MIDDLE ROW-> Rika Ishikawa, Mari Yaguchi, Hitomi Yoshizawa, Natsumi Abe, Kaori Iida / LOWER ROW-> Ai Kago, Nozomi Tsuji, Sayumi Michishige, Eri Kamei, Reina Tanaka)